mood: hot

well a couple of days ago i broke up w/ kevin, just becus i felt it wasnt working out n i just didnt really like him any more. well then i soo found out, he liked my best friend gina while we were going out and didnt like me any more. so now we arent talking which is ok w/ me cus i dont want to surround my self with low people. well any ways me n shane still like each other .. ALOT!!! so its all good! im still pissed off about kevin but i got shane in returned!!

sharmaine!!!***!!!

mood: bitchy

Wow i havent updated my lj in such a long time well alot has happened as u have read in my last update. well me and kevin are a thing now! and now some one is pretty mad bout it but i truly dont care cus shes just jealous!! and u kno what is also weird her mom got involved! what the hell is up w/ that i mean please just bcus u r ugly doesnt mean u have to live thru ur daughter! well thats all i wanted to say!!

g2g bye love u kevin

mood: bouncy

k well today was fun! today i had my first softball practice on varsity it was fun but hard work! i got to know all of the varsity girls n they are all really nice!BUT THAT IS ABOUT IT SO BYE!!

loveyaxoxoxoxoxoox

~!*ShArMaInE*!~

mood: crappy

hey u guys well today is valentines day and still no love but its ok. well yesterday was pretty fun but i am still not sure if shane still likes me so yeah but other wise it was ok.i really hope that shane asks me out but i dont want to sound to desperite. well tomorrow i am going to carpenteria so i am really happy bout that i finally get to tan yeah! but ne ways on tuesday i start practice i am soooooooooooooo excited its kinda stupid that i am sooo excited about praticing but still it is pretty fun. well i g2g but HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!!!

lovexoxoxoxox

~!*ShArMaInE*!~

mood: loved music: switch foot

well i have made my decission i choose shane.  i think i mad a good decission. shane is a good guy right? well what ever as long as i know that he likes me n i like him its all good in da hood !!!lol well nothing else really did happen today, and tomorrow is the day before valentines day n i am very excited so i will ttyl bye

lovexoxoxoxoxoxoxo

~!*sHaRmAiNe*!~

mood: confused

k well today was pretty good. i am in a pickle between two guys. between shane and shahin. i like both of them alot but i only know that shane likes me and i am not sure if shahin likes me. see shane is my age and shahin is 17,  i see shahin alot but i dont see shane that much, i know that shane likes me alot but i dont know if shahin likes me or if i am just his toy to have around to play with. with shane i have more in common and with shahin i like hanging out with him but he is really perverted and i dont like that. know if i were to go out with shane i know he wouldnt  force me to do anything with him but with shahin i know he probally would, and also shahin is a bad boy and someone i wouldnt want to show my parents to but shane is a good boy and someone i would show my parents to. but they both are just sooo damn hott!!! and i cant choose. so i need ur guys help tell me who to choose shane or shahin? well g2g bye!

lovexoxoxoxoxoxo

~!*ShArMaInE*!~

mood: confused

k well today was pretty good. i am in a pickle between two guys. between shane and shahin. i like both of them alot but i only know that shane likes me and i am not sure if shahin likes me. see shane is my age and shahin is 17,  i seee shahin alot but i dont see shane that much, i know that shane likes me alot but i dont know if shahin likes me or if i am just his toy to have around to play with. with shane i have more in common and with shahin i like hanging out with him but he is really perverted and i dont like that. know if i were to go out with shane i know he would force me to do anything with him but with shahin i know he probally would, and also shahin is a bad boy and someone i would want to show my parents to but she is a good boy and someone i would show my parents to. but they both are just sooo dam hott!!! and i cant choose. so i need ur guys help tell me who to choose shane or shahin? well g2g bye!

lovexoxoxoxoxoxo

~!*ShArMaInE*!~

mood: flirty music: INCUBUS

hey well today my friend gina and i went shopping. we each bought pretty cute stuff. gina bought three shirts one from hollister and two from american eagle. i spent all my money at hollister. i bought four shirts and one skirt. i spent $81.00 dollas there. i wish i had more money on me i so would of bought more stuff there. but any ways while we were there these two11 year old boys hitted on me and gins it was really funny!!...........um on friday terry and berry slept over it was fun then the next morning they came with me babysitting it was horrible the lilttle girl i babysat was a total BITCH!!!! i mean big one i hated her i swear i thought i was going to kill her but what ever last time i babysit for her!lolwell g2gBBBYE!!<333

ShArMaInE*****

mood: cheerful

omfg yesterday was great except about what happened with me n shane.......... but ne ways ................me brittane and janelle kicked ass on our dance final. we didi such a great job and it was soooo much fun too!!! we looked great....um well today i had finals and now i am in computer class doing nothing big bore!!! well g2g bye

<333333 sharmaine*

mood: sad

ugh today was horrible i found out that shane(asshole) doesnt like me, and that he doesnt want a g/f. i was sooooooooo sad when i found out he made me feel like shit. c what happened was that my friend sharon went up to shane to tell him that he should ask me out but he said ok whatever as a joke. well on the way to 3rd period i asked him what sharon told him and he said he couldnt tell me so i said just tell me so he siad fine she told me to ask u out and i said o ok and i aksed him what did he say to her well he said that he told her no!so now he  is like saying that he loves me and saying that i am his girlfriend but i know that he is lieing about it but he i think he shouldnt lie and just tell the truth. well now i am going to tell the truth SHANE I HATE U!!!!!!!you should of been a nice person and just have not told me anything.

well i g2g and live my life boyfriendless

well bye

<333 sharmaine*

mood: loved

hey people um.... today i really didnt do ne thing but that Brittane and Janelle came over to practice the dance final for dance class and it was fun..... um nothin else really did happen today but that today shane said that he wanted to marry me!!! YEAH i am sooooooooo happy but i still dont know if he likes me yet and i am still trying to find a way to tell him that i like him. but if you have any advice just tell me!!!

well bye <3333 Sharmaine*